Kevin Kantor "A letter From Cancer"

Kevin Kantor "A Letter From Cancer"

“Dear lover, these buzzing fluorescence have you looking a little pale, just a little washed out. And all this antiseptic is far from complimenting that perfume. This linoleum will make your most stylish pair of pumps look cheap. Sweetheart you look, tired. I’ll never understand how it is that you don’t see it. How terribly beautiful you are. I mean, look in the mirror. I’m in all the dark spots. The hallowed slopes in your eyes in beneath them Your color it’s just so delicious. Just listen, the sound of my voice to these sweet nothings. I would love your everything. Every multi colored malignancy.

Raw, and Heaving.Breathe with me, bleed out with me and  we will waste away together. Hush now, I’ll hold you through these tremors. It’s just the way that we dance baby! Listen, to the music in the mutations, so orchestral it’s spreading so symphonic. Split cells 2 by 2 by 4 watch our love spread. Lover, why do you want me dead? I will show you heaven baby. Give you the stars and the sun those are sunspots on your lungs. You can’t just tie a ribbon around me, cough me up. Really now? Did you think i’d go that easy? that I’d ever think to up and leave you. Rest darling, lay down.

You know how i love to lay you rivers through your shattered glass veins. Your heart is just as big as they all said it was, but not as strong. All of that veined pride as I’m pumping. I know that poker-face all too well. You will love me. I gave you my sun. love me.

Deadly i’ll make you an angel. Love me i’ll make you feel radiance. You will meet me there. In 9 months or 6 months or 3. They try to time-stamp our love, expiration date us but take your time. I’ll wait for you. Quite impatient as you wake on night with a stitch in your side or wasp in your brain. And you will know, I’ve come back for you. I will always come back for you. Darling we will look so beautiful, laid out with all the wilting lillys. They will weep for everything that you were, and everything that you can never be without me. Lover, it is my understanding that you want me dead. Fine, die with me.” Kevin Kantor  A Letter from Cancer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4HxU58fvgYw