Orlando

      I really hate that I have to write this. Not because I don't love journalism or blogging, but because people died. I'm not going to go on some rant about how we do/don't need gun control, or how Muslims are/aren't violent or whatever every politician is saying. What I want to say is that love will always overcome evil. Jimi Hendrix once said "When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace."  As a supporter of the LGBT community, and a friend to many members, I am heart broken. I was told by someone to not let this bother me, seeing as how I didn't know anyone personally that was hurt/killed. But it should bother me. It should make me cry my eyes out and work to change the hate in the world. We should not be desensitized to the situations. It doesn't matter if you aren't a member of the LGBT community, the Latino community, the black community, the white community or any other racial/religious community. We all share one same community. The Human community. We keep hearing the shooters name. Now let's hear his victims names.

Stanley Almodovar III, 23 years old 

Amanda Alvear, 25 years old

Oscar A Aracena-Montero, 26 years old

Rodolfo Ayala-Ayala, 33 years old

Antonio Davon Brown, 29 years old

Darryl Roman Burt II, 29 years old

Angel L. Candelario-Padro, 28 years old

Juan Chevez-Martinez, 25 years old

Luis Daniel Conde, 39 years old

Cory James Connell, 21 years old

Tevin Eugene Crosby, 25 years old

Deonka Deidra Drayton, 32 years old

Simon Adrian Carrillo Fernandez, 31 years old

Leroy Valentin Fernandez, 25 years old

Mercedez Marisol Flores, 26 years old

Peter O. Gonzalez-Cruz, 22 years old

Juan Ramon Guerrero, 22 years old

Paul Terrell Henry, 41 years old

Frank Hernandez, 27 years old

Miguel Angel Honorato, 30 years old

Javier Jorge-Reyes, 40 years old

Jason Benjamin Josaphat, 19 years old

Eddie Jamoldroy Justice, 30 years old

Anthony Luis Laureanodisla, 25 years old

Christopher Andrew Leinonen, 32 years old

Alejandro Barrios Martinez, 21 years old

Brenda Lee Marquez McCool, 49 years old

Gilberto Ramon Silva Menendez, 25 years old

Kimberly Morris, 37 years old

Akyra Monet Murray, 18 years old

Luis Omar Ocasio-Capo, 20 years old

Geraldo A. Ortiz-Jimenez, 25 years old

Eric Ivan Ortiz-Rivera, 36 years old

Joel Rayon Paniagua, 32 years old

Jean Carlos Mendez Perez, 35 years old

Enrique L. Rios, Jr., 25 years old

Jean C. Nives Rodriguez, 27 years old

Xavier Emmanuel Serrano Rosado, 35 years old

Christopher Joseph Sanfeliz, 24 years old

Yilmary Rodriguez Solivan, 24 years old

Edward Sotomayor Jr., 34 years old

Shane Evan Tomlinson, 33 years old

Martin Benitez Torres, 33 years old

Jonathan Antonio Camuy Vega, 24 years old

Juan P. Rivera Velazquez, 37 years old

Luis S. Vielma, 22 years old

Franky Jimmy Dejesus Velazquez, 50 years old

Luis Daniel Wilson-Leon, 37 years old

Jerald Arthur Wright, 31 years old

Kevin Kantor "A letter From Cancer"

Kevin Kantor "A Letter From Cancer"

“Dear lover, these buzzing fluorescence have you looking a little pale, just a little washed out. And all this antiseptic is far from complimenting that perfume. This linoleum will make your most stylish pair of pumps look cheap. Sweetheart you look, tired. I’ll never understand how it is that you don’t see it. How terribly beautiful you are. I mean, look in the mirror. I’m in all the dark spots. The hallowed slopes in your eyes in beneath them Your color it’s just so delicious. Just listen, the sound of my voice to these sweet nothings. I would love your everything. Every multi colored malignancy.

Raw, and Heaving.Breathe with me, bleed out with me and  we will waste away together. Hush now, I’ll hold you through these tremors. It’s just the way that we dance baby! Listen, to the music in the mutations, so orchestral it’s spreading so symphonic. Split cells 2 by 2 by 4 watch our love spread. Lover, why do you want me dead? I will show you heaven baby. Give you the stars and the sun those are sunspots on your lungs. You can’t just tie a ribbon around me, cough me up. Really now? Did you think i’d go that easy? that I’d ever think to up and leave you. Rest darling, lay down.

You know how i love to lay you rivers through your shattered glass veins. Your heart is just as big as they all said it was, but not as strong. All of that veined pride as I’m pumping. I know that poker-face all too well. You will love me. I gave you my sun. love me.

Deadly i’ll make you an angel. Love me i’ll make you feel radiance. You will meet me there. In 9 months or 6 months or 3. They try to time-stamp our love, expiration date us but take your time. I’ll wait for you. Quite impatient as you wake on night with a stitch in your side or wasp in your brain. And you will know, I’ve come back for you. I will always come back for you. Darling we will look so beautiful, laid out with all the wilting lillys. They will weep for everything that you were, and everything that you can never be without me. Lover, it is my understanding that you want me dead. Fine, die with me.” Kevin Kantor  A Letter from Cancer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4HxU58fvgYw

Top 20 songs

1. Isn’t She Lovely-stevie wonder
2. Let It Be- The Beatles
3. What a Wonderful World-Louis Armstrong
4. Lost Boy-Ruth B
5. Kiss Me Slowly-Parachute
6. Little Me- Little Mix
7. Scientist-Coldplay
8. James Dean and Audrey Hepburn-Sleeping with Sirens
9. Better Off Dead- Sleeping with Sirens
10. How We Love-Ingrid Michaelson
11. Be OK-Ingrid Michaelson
12. Bird Set Free-Sia
13. Hallelujah- Jeff Buckley
14. Monster-She is We
15. The A Team-Ed Sheeran
16. Kiss It Better-He is We
17. Eyes Open-Taylor Swift
18. Safe and Sound-Taylor Swift
19. Steven-Jake Miller
20. Million Lives-Jake Miller

SATURDAY

      I know it has been a while since I posted, but life kind of got in the way. My brother just got home and I kind of want to kill him. My basement smells like man in his 20's, which is not a desirable smell if you have ever smelt a man in hi 20's. I love him though, so it's all right. It is Saturday so that of course is very nice. Anyway, if you have any requests as to what I should write, send me an email, or write a comment down below. Remember to be safe, don't drink and drive, and don't do drugs.(I would also recommend  washing your hands, but I am not your parent.)

I felt like this is something so important to share with everyone, and always shoot me an email at:sassiegirlie206@gmail.com If you want someone to talk too, I will always respond.

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
Lifeline: 1-800-784-8433
Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
Eating Disorder Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
Exhale(After Abortion Hotline/ Pro-voice): 1-866-439-4253

Monday 3/28/16

             Hello people of the internet! It's Monday, also known as "What the heck is 2+2?" The struggle is real! Basically, school sucks! In math I almost fell asleep. Reading I had to take a stupid test that did not count toward my grade, but I still had to take it. Teachers logic right there. After English is Science. I absolutely hate science! It is so boring! Anyway during lunch I sat next to my friends and listened to music. We listen to Andy Black, BVB, and Meghan Trainor. After lunch I have my Leather working class, and I drew a house all of class. It is basically the most pointless lesson ever, but who the crap cares. During flex I listened to MCR with my friend and searched the internet. After flex is history class, which is my favorite class. But today, this kid behind me was yelling in my ear ALL OF CLASS. I swear to god, I wanted to slap him! But, I'm a peaceful person. I then came home and ate an oatmeal cream pie. and now I am writing this to you while listening to Sara Bareilles. Any way happy day to you all!

XOXO Miss.A

My obbsession #1

My 10 favorite T.V. Shows

1. The Fosters

2. Pretty Little Liars

3. Castle

4. Hawaii 50

5. Scream Queens

6. That's so Raven

7. Drake and Josh

8. Suite Life of Zack and Cody

9. Wizards pf Waverly place

10. Supernatural

If you have any suggestions as to what I should watch, please leave a comment down below. A lot of these are throwbacks, because throwbacks are the best! It's a simple fact.

Sunday 3/27/16

         Today I went to church. Now, of course, it was Easter Sunday. We got the same lesson on the resurrection for the millionth time. When I got home, we got changed and fixed our plate. We had a prayer, sat down, and started eating. We decided to watch "Clueless" which I would recommend to any one. We finished the movie and I took a shower. I then proceeded to listen to music for approximately 5 hours. I decided to listen to the throwback songs, which are my absolute favorite. One of these days I will wright down every one for you to read. Because it is Easter, I wanted to write a little message. Always be grateful for the little things in life. It doesn't matter if you're an atheist, Christian, Muslim, agnostic, Or Jew. We should all respect each other for who we really are. Thank you for reading this, and I will post again tomorrow.

Introduction 3/26/16

      Hey people who for some reason want to read my blog. A little bit about me: my name is Ms.A(not really but I don't like sharing my name on social media because that is extremely dangerous). My birthday is July 19th. I hate melted cheese, and I don't know why. I have a niece who is quite possibly the most adorable child on the planet. I'm a feminist and also a supporter of the LGBTQ community. I hope you enjoy my blog, because it is full of randomness!